Never ending stories..............=)

Continue with the blog the other day... a lot of my friends in Blogger asked me what i was trying to convey in that blog after reading it, and to whom it was concerned.. Therefore, I'm writing this blog in order to explain everything here, as too many friends who really care about me keep on asking me bout it and what happened to me. I was really touched by those messages and comments......... another reason that I'm writing this blog is because of those unhappy things that happened recently which made me feel so frustrated.. so I wanna release those inner feelings and stress that have been overwhelming me for so long....Anyway, I'm so sorry for the inconvenient...
And sorry for the late reply too, I'm really really busy lately......... Ok...let's start with my confession......

***Before i write this blog, i already knew who r the spammers and haters....OK.....since my beloved friends asked me to ****!!!!!....so i decided to ***!!!!!!!!! spammers names.....(VIVIAN,MR LEE K*N TH*NG, EVAN WONG, CHEE k*ONG, IVAN, HELEN, VERON, RAYMOND, LOUIS, AND EDDY) (guy's names=they liked me bt i nv accept them...(gal's names=they like 'him')....Hey, please know that you are the who salah. Because you come to my blog and scold me first and threatened me to what? Remove my post? Omg. If I not gonna remove lei? What you want to do? Don't talk as if you are very experienced in gang and stuffs. Stepping an ahlian don't make you one. Better still if you come my blog everyday. Got one more reader! ^_^ So what do you want now? If you don't want to meet me and we talk face to face, forget it lor.....I just realised when you thought of changing right, you will always see alot of things. Things that tell you you are not worth changing for people in this selfish world. Wow. Scold people just because I scold other people? Omg! So cooooooooooooooooooooooooooool. If you don't understand me well, don't judge me. You just assume coz of some bitchy reasons? Wow. You seemed nice but you are definitely not.


Couple of weeks ago, me and lao gong had a quarrel over those guys who come after me..he was really pissed off when he saw those messages and comments that those guys left for me on friendster and facebook...... Actually its been quite some time since I last login to Frienster and Facebook, I didn't even bother checking those messages and comments coz' they mean nothing to me...but there were still some guys who keep on leaving me those affectionate and flirtatious messages which made b133 feel really angry after reading it.. He couldn't take it and he then warned those guys so that they wouldn't disturb me anymore and stay away from me. I just feel that he's so protective over me. In my heart i know he's actually really scared of losing me... I could see the tears in his eyes at the moment he asked me not to reply those messages and ignore those guys who come after me.. I know he is that kind of guy who don't really show his feelings to others and he just likes to keep everything to himself... He just looks so cool on the outside but actually he just doesn't want me to think too much.. Even if he's unhappy but he will still try his best to cheer me up..
Just now I mentioned that bi33 and I had some arguments because of the guys who come after me lately. They sent me flowers and presents to my house in KL and even said that they wanna fetch me back after class. They even waited for me at college during lunch time or bought my lunch for me already. I told bi33 all these and he got mad, he asked me to give him all those guys' phone numbers. He called and scolded them through the phone. But they dun seem to give up so easily, yet they still keep bugging me. I feel really annoyed but there's nothing I can do...rite? Sigh......

I know there are many gals out there who are so into bi33 but he never gives a damn about them. He doesn't want to get into unnecessary trouble again. Bi33 told them that he's already with me and nothing's gonna happen between him and those gals. Maybe they are not happy about it so they go to search for me in kk's friendster profile and wrote me bullshit, some more spam my blogs by sending lots of ridiculous messages on my space, so i have deleted my previous cBox. Finally i get some peace of mind after bi33 scolded and told them not to simply send anything to my friendster or Blogs anymore....


Hmmm....actually there are still a lot more to say.. but my mind is really tired now... I was just thinking of sharing how I feel.........=) Thanks for everyone's concerns..........I do really feel better over the days....hehe....

THX hubby....Having YOu in my life, is a beautiful feeling.....Dont think too much le k??eVERything has settled down de.....i think those guys wont kacau me anymore......

Oh well, anyway. Thanks a million to babe Eunice,Rui Rui,Elaine,Joshua....etc.., for supporting me.