Everything's finally settled....

Relationships are not happy or unhappy, they are neutral and impartial entities created when two people come together for whatever reason....If you are unhappy in a relationship could it be that you are just unhappy with yourself for some reason and are blaming the relationship?It is no ones job in life to make another person happy....Almost all individual unhappiness is the result of unsatisfied or unexpressed expectations......
What do you need in your relationship to make it happier?What do you need from your partner so you can be happier?What do you need to give to your partner so he or she can be happier?..What do you need to give yourself so you can be happy where you are?..If you are not happy with some aspect of your relationship is this a reason to blame the entire relationship?If you are not happy where you are and you change partners do you think that that new relationship will be a perfect relationship filled with lasting life-long bliss and happiness?....Happiness is inside-out. As long as you turn your happiness over to someone or something else you will never find true happiness..........special thanks for dearie Euberries n all my bestie...love u all...I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom=p.....

Need a shoulder to lean on......

Just recently I've been feeling very sad. ThinkI also realise that I'm not very strong like before, little stuffs that happens around me, is enough to make my eyes teary..... When I feel lonely and need to talk to someone and can't find anyone to talk about it. Sometimes I want to call HIM to chat with him for a while about my problems but I didn't, and felt very sad after that. There are times where talking isn't enough like letting off the tears/ steam (when angry), instead I'll hide in my room to cry that is when I need a shoulder to cry on and be there for me. Emotions will come to me very fast and will drain me out easily as well. I'm not really sure what should I do.. it is due to too many things to handle at one go......he kept calling me n sms`ing me bt i never reply..........WHAT SHOULD I DO???? SHOULD I LET HIM GO??Love is respect, love is commitment, love is unique and only shared with the family. You can´t love two people, that is simply desire...My bestie advice me not to give up so easily cause she knows n can felt that he really likes me very much....If he does truely feel that you are the one, and that his feelings for you are strong..then he will choose to be with you...In my case, I did the honourable thing, and cut it off after a while. I couldnt hurt any of them..and felt it was wrong....Hmmmp....I really wanted to cut and ignore him,on the other hand I still wanted to help him?Am I just being stupid or I just love him so much that accept everything?It's so not me... ..... I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so ...I was alone until I met him now I can't forget him........Since I felt the change come over me ...He gave my life reason changed me like a season..... From winter till a sunny summer day.......I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so steel ....To me it's all a mystery should go down in histOry why yesterday I cried today I smile.......Fate smile down upon me took away my lonely...........Gave me love to make my life worth while I knows he loves me.....

I'm trying...

I'm now trying to control my emotions.. And I'm also trying my best not to think negatively.
There are so many things out there waiting for me, I cannot let my own thoughts ruin everything....I'm now trying my best to believe in everything around me, trying to give him some time to settle his problems, I don't want to upset any of my close friends and relatives anymore...We all have our up-hills and down-hills... But I do believe that once we hit the bottom, we will slowly make our way up the slope again no matter how deep it is, we will still continue climbling, coz we know that at the other end there are lots of wonderfull stuffs waiting for us to fulfil...**To all my friends out there, no matter what happen, must hang on and go through all of it and believe that things will get better. (It not only for all of you... It also for me...) All the best in everything you do**...

Serious problem encountered!!!

These few days I’ve been feeling numbness on my left shoulder, I just figured it out that might be due to me getting angry too easily. I told one of my colleagues on my condition, and she mentioned to me that it is very unhealthy to get angry, as this will affect the body. She reminded me to smile more instead of getting angry; coz angry will only harm my body. With this, today I never get mad at anything, just merely giving those people who irritates me a piece of my mind and remind them not to provoke me.
So glad that I was able to voice out my thoughts before I get mad again. Now back to my comics, will update soon.....