Need a shoulder to lean on......

Just recently I've been feeling very sad. ThinkI also realise that I'm not very strong like before, little stuffs that happens around me, is enough to make my eyes teary..... When I feel lonely and need to talk to someone and can't find anyone to talk about it. Sometimes I want to call HIM to chat with him for a while about my problems but I didn't, and felt very sad after that. There are times where talking isn't enough like letting off the tears/ steam (when angry), instead I'll hide in my room to cry that is when I need a shoulder to cry on and be there for me. Emotions will come to me very fast and will drain me out easily as well. I'm not really sure what should I do.. it is due to too many things to handle at one go......he kept calling me n sms`ing me bt i never reply..........WHAT SHOULD I DO???? SHOULD I LET HIM GO??Love is respect, love is commitment, love is unique and only shared with the family. You can´t love two people, that is simply desire...My bestie advice me not to give up so easily cause she knows n can felt that he really likes me very much....If he does truely feel that you are the one, and that his feelings for you are strong..then he will choose to be with you...In my case, I did the honourable thing, and cut it off after a while. I couldnt hurt any of them..and felt it was wrong....Hmmmp....I really wanted to cut and ignore him,on the other hand I still wanted to help him?Am I just being stupid or I just love him so much that accept everything?It's so not me... ..... I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so ...I was alone until I met him now I can't forget him........Since I felt the change come over me ...He gave my life reason changed me like a season..... From winter till a sunny summer day.......I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so steel ....To me it's all a mystery should go down in histOry why yesterday I cried today I smile.......Fate smile down upon me took away my lonely...........Gave me love to make my life worth while I knows he loves me.....