new year~♥

♥BI33 told me tat he will be coming back today... SO, I have to `get a move on` althought I felt tired because....Hmmmm..my bi33 is coming bach mer...I woke up at 9am but 10 am sharp !!..



Reached Medan Gopeng to meet up with him....Fast leh~..lol...What do you think next? We headed to Scott to eat my favourite `STEAK`!! The environment there is full of romance ..After finish eating, we went to jusco for window shopping~..Bi33 abruptly said wanted to buy `bird nest`for my parents... ..Bi33 bought 2 boxes of bird nest..... One is for his mum another one is for my parents...then stupid Bi33 brought me to his house...Hmm...U canT imagine how nervous and how hypocrite i am the moment...Well, i have my own experience....I was so nervous when the first time i went to my BI33 house..Luckily his parent were so friendly....I gave da bird nest to his mum..His mum said Dont be so hak hei ler....lol.....and she gave me an ang pau..~~Well my bi33 parents were really excited to meet me..They were really nice and made me feel really welcome...WINK*...BI33 told me I had nothing to worry about cause he had told his parents how much he likes me and said that his parents could tell that he was really happy with me... So i was kinda quiet at there.. but i get really shy easily..I hope I made a decent impression on them :). ..Overall it went well, he didn't get to meet my parents because we were both really busy the whole weekend, but they saw pictures :) I wish they could have met him!!=

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Bi33 came back from KL and coming back to meet up with me.. Then we decided to go to jusco for window shopping.. Abruptly, bi33 said ''y dont v buy couple ring''..as he decided to buy it vry long time ago...bt at the same time when I heard that, I was shocked....bt guess what?...We went into Lazo Diamond shop to buy ring..WOw,that is a famous shop!!! Ultimately, we have chosen a very beautiful n enchanting rings...Look...tis is the ring.


Meaning of promise RINGS...


The promise ring is not an unknown piece of jewel these days. However, not many people know the exact meaning of a promise ring. Promise rings are generally given for any promise or commitments made, not necessarily leading to matrimonial commitments...Promise rings don’t always mean promises made for engagements of weddings, a point that should be clarified upon the presentation of the promise ring to avoid any misunderstandings by either person. This may alter the whole meaning of a promise ring..When a couple decides to exchange promise rings, they're proclaiming their commitment and love for one another. For some, the level of commitment in a relationship is judged by the value of the gem, if one is present. Modern couples, however, are increasingly foregoing flashy gemstones in favor of a simpler ring that carries deeper meaning.
Promise rings can mean any number of things. Most people assume they are just a baby-step toward marriage. This is not true in all cases. In this day and age, promise rings are popular among typically the youth making a promise to another. Not only can they be given by men, but they can be given by women as well. Promises that are made that can mean I will be faithful, I will return, I will keep a specific promise, I love you, I have intentions to marry you, we are best friends, I will always be there for you, I will save myself for you, I promise to stay away from a vice, I promise to replace this ring with a larger stone when I can afford it, I promise to follow a certain religion, or it can even mean I promise to obtain a goal for myself.
The main promise rings are pre-engagement promise rings, purity rings, friendship promise rings, and religious promise rings. Pre-engagement rings are used when surely two people want to get engaged in the near future. These types of rings symbolize an overwhelming belief that two people want to spend the rest of their lives together in the near future. Pre-engagement rings are very common and similar to an engagement ring, but not quite as final. Purity rings are typically given by parents to their children, with the promise to abstain from sexual activities until marriage. Friendship promise rings represent a bond between two great friends. These rings can just be given to show closeness, and they are especially given when the friends are separated by distance. There is no matrimonial meaning behind the friendship ring. As for religious promise rings, they represent a commitment to a particular saint or religion and their teachings. To enhance these rings, you may add a symbol or image of the saint that you worship.The most important part of giving a promise ring is explaining why you are giving it or your intentions by giving it. Most people do not understand exactly what they are. So, by giving someone a promise ring, they may mistake it for an engagement ring. In order to avoid such confusion, give a note along with the ring or have a conversation about why you’re giving it. By doing this, not only are you avoiding confusion, you are enhancing the meaning of the ring for both parties. Another way to amplify the value of this ring for a person is to include a birth stone in the ring. It has been believed that a birth stone brings good health and fortune to that person. Also, keep in mind that there are not any formal rules that go along with promise rings, but the more expensive the ring is, typically the more serious the promise is. thxx~BI33...

Everything's finally settled....

Relationships are not happy or unhappy, they are neutral and impartial entities created when two people come together for whatever reason....If you are unhappy in a relationship could it be that you are just unhappy with yourself for some reason and are blaming the relationship?It is no ones job in life to make another person happy....Almost all individual unhappiness is the result of unsatisfied or unexpressed expectations......
What do you need in your relationship to make it happier?What do you need from your partner so you can be happier?What do you need to give to your partner so he or she can be happier?..What do you need to give yourself so you can be happy where you are?..If you are not happy with some aspect of your relationship is this a reason to blame the entire relationship?If you are not happy where you are and you change partners do you think that that new relationship will be a perfect relationship filled with lasting life-long bliss and happiness?....Happiness is inside-out. As long as you turn your happiness over to someone or something else you will never find true happiness..........special thanks for dearie Euberries n all my bestie...love u all...I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom=p.....

Need a shoulder to lean on......

Just recently I've been feeling very sad. ThinkI also realise that I'm not very strong like before, little stuffs that happens around me, is enough to make my eyes teary..... When I feel lonely and need to talk to someone and can't find anyone to talk about it. Sometimes I want to call HIM to chat with him for a while about my problems but I didn't, and felt very sad after that. There are times where talking isn't enough like letting off the tears/ steam (when angry), instead I'll hide in my room to cry that is when I need a shoulder to cry on and be there for me. Emotions will come to me very fast and will drain me out easily as well. I'm not really sure what should I do.. it is due to too many things to handle at one go......he kept calling me n sms`ing me bt i never reply..........WHAT SHOULD I DO???? SHOULD I LET HIM GO??Love is respect, love is commitment, love is unique and only shared with the family. You can´t love two people, that is simply desire...My bestie advice me not to give up so easily cause she knows n can felt that he really likes me very much....If he does truely feel that you are the one, and that his feelings for you are strong..then he will choose to be with you...In my case, I did the honourable thing, and cut it off after a while. I couldnt hurt any of them..and felt it was wrong....Hmmmp....I really wanted to cut and ignore him,on the other hand I still wanted to help him?Am I just being stupid or I just love him so much that accept everything?It's so not me... ..... I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so ...I was alone until I met him now I can't forget him........Since I felt the change come over me ...He gave my life reason changed me like a season..... From winter till a sunny summer day.......I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so steel ....To me it's all a mystery should go down in histOry why yesterday I cried today I smile.......Fate smile down upon me took away my lonely...........Gave me love to make my life worth while I knows he loves me.....

I'm trying...

I'm now trying to control my emotions.. And I'm also trying my best not to think negatively.
There are so many things out there waiting for me, I cannot let my own thoughts ruin everything....I'm now trying my best to believe in everything around me, trying to give him some time to settle his problems, I don't want to upset any of my close friends and relatives anymore...We all have our up-hills and down-hills... But I do believe that once we hit the bottom, we will slowly make our way up the slope again no matter how deep it is, we will still continue climbling, coz we know that at the other end there are lots of wonderfull stuffs waiting for us to fulfil...**To all my friends out there, no matter what happen, must hang on and go through all of it and believe that things will get better. (It not only for all of you... It also for me...) All the best in everything you do**...

Serious problem encountered!!!

These few days I’ve been feeling numbness on my left shoulder, I just figured it out that might be due to me getting angry too easily. I told one of my colleagues on my condition, and she mentioned to me that it is very unhealthy to get angry, as this will affect the body. She reminded me to smile more instead of getting angry; coz angry will only harm my body. With this, today I never get mad at anything, just merely giving those people who irritates me a piece of my mind and remind them not to provoke me.
So glad that I was able to voice out my thoughts before I get mad again. Now back to my comics, will update soon.....

~Tiring day~

I haven't written my blog for a long time. I was thinking about writing many english blogs(can the word "blog" be added "s"?) in my space, but it seems quite difficult for me, because i have nothing to write in my blog... On these days i have been so busy. I went out for singing k, watching performance, watching competition, having drinks, shopping, eating......That day i went to sing k with my former classmates, but i just feel like i havent finished singing the songs i'd like to sing, and time flew very quickly... Hey it's not enough for me!!! I feel a little sad. I am going to have a new life, but it seems like i am not really happy with it...

~Anyway, i hope i can get used to my new life very soon. Good luck, YAN!!~