Everything's finally settled....

Relationships are not happy or unhappy, they are neutral and impartial entities created when two people come together for whatever reason....If you are unhappy in a relationship could it be that you are just unhappy with yourself for some reason and are blaming the relationship?It is no ones job in life to make another person happy....Almost all individual unhappiness is the result of unsatisfied or unexpressed expectations......
What do you need in your relationship to make it happier?What do you need from your partner so you can be happier?What do you need to give to your partner so he or she can be happier?..What do you need to give yourself so you can be happy where you are?..If you are not happy with some aspect of your relationship is this a reason to blame the entire relationship?If you are not happy where you are and you change partners do you think that that new relationship will be a perfect relationship filled with lasting life-long bliss and happiness?....Happiness is inside-out. As long as you turn your happiness over to someone or something else you will never find true happiness..........special thanks for dearie Euberries n all my bestie...love u all...I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom=p.....

Need a shoulder to lean on......

Just recently I've been feeling very sad. ThinkI also realise that I'm not very strong like before, little stuffs that happens around me, is enough to make my eyes teary..... When I feel lonely and need to talk to someone and can't find anyone to talk about it. Sometimes I want to call HIM to chat with him for a while about my problems but I didn't, and felt very sad after that. There are times where talking isn't enough like letting off the tears/ steam (when angry), instead I'll hide in my room to cry that is when I need a shoulder to cry on and be there for me. Emotions will come to me very fast and will drain me out easily as well. I'm not really sure what should I do.. it is due to too many things to handle at one go......he kept calling me n sms`ing me bt i never reply..........WHAT SHOULD I DO???? SHOULD I LET HIM GO??Love is respect, love is commitment, love is unique and only shared with the family. You can´t love two people, that is simply desire...My bestie advice me not to give up so easily cause she knows n can felt that he really likes me very much....If he does truely feel that you are the one, and that his feelings for you are strong..then he will choose to be with you...In my case, I did the honourable thing, and cut it off after a while. I couldnt hurt any of them..and felt it was wrong....Hmmmp....I really wanted to cut and ignore him,on the other hand I still wanted to help him?Am I just being stupid or I just love him so much that accept everything?It's so not me... ..... I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so ...I was alone until I met him now I can't forget him........Since I felt the change come over me ...He gave my life reason changed me like a season..... From winter till a sunny summer day.......I know he loves me I know he loves me I know he loves me because he told me so steel ....To me it's all a mystery should go down in histOry why yesterday I cried today I smile.......Fate smile down upon me took away my lonely...........Gave me love to make my life worth while I knows he loves me.....

I'm trying...

I'm now trying to control my emotions.. And I'm also trying my best not to think negatively.
There are so many things out there waiting for me, I cannot let my own thoughts ruin everything....I'm now trying my best to believe in everything around me, trying to give him some time to settle his problems, I don't want to upset any of my close friends and relatives anymore...We all have our up-hills and down-hills... But I do believe that once we hit the bottom, we will slowly make our way up the slope again no matter how deep it is, we will still continue climbling, coz we know that at the other end there are lots of wonderfull stuffs waiting for us to fulfil...**To all my friends out there, no matter what happen, must hang on and go through all of it and believe that things will get better. (It not only for all of you... It also for me...) All the best in everything you do**...

Serious problem encountered!!!

These few days I’ve been feeling numbness on my left shoulder, I just figured it out that might be due to me getting angry too easily. I told one of my colleagues on my condition, and she mentioned to me that it is very unhealthy to get angry, as this will affect the body. She reminded me to smile more instead of getting angry; coz angry will only harm my body. With this, today I never get mad at anything, just merely giving those people who irritates me a piece of my mind and remind them not to provoke me.
So glad that I was able to voice out my thoughts before I get mad again. Now back to my comics, will update soon.....

~Tiring day~

I haven't written my blog for a long time. I was thinking about writing many english blogs(can the word "blog" be added "s"?) in my space, but it seems quite difficult for me, because i have nothing to write in my blog... On these days i have been so busy. I went out for singing k, watching performance, watching competition, having drinks, shopping, eating......That day i went to sing k with my former classmates, but i just feel like i havent finished singing the songs i'd like to sing, and time flew very quickly... Hey it's not enough for me!!! I feel a little sad. I am going to have a new life, but it seems like i am not really happy with it...

~Anyway, i hope i can get used to my new life very soon. Good luck, YAN!!~

funny 笑一餐的妙論‏~~

人啊！

沒錢的時候，養豬；

有錢的時候，養狗。


沒錢的時候，在家裡吃野菜；

有錢的時候，在酒店吃野菜。


沒錢的時候，在馬路上騎自行車；

有錢的時候，在客廳裡騎自行車。


沒錢的時候想結婚；

有錢的時候想離婚。


沒錢的時候老婆兼秘書；

有錢的時候秘書兼老婆。


沒錢的時候假裝有錢；

有錢的時候假裝沒錢。


人啊，都不講實話：


說股票是毒品，都在玩；

說金錢是罪惡，都在撈；


說美女是禍水，都想要；

說高處不勝寒，都在爬；


說煙酒傷身體，就不戒；

說天堂最美好，都不去!!!


當今社會，窮吃肉，富吃蝦，領導幹部吃王八；

男想高，女想瘦，狗穿衣裳人露肉；


過去把第一次留給丈夫；

現在把第一胎留給丈夫。


鄉下早晨雞叫人，

城裡晚上人叫雞；


舊社會戲子賣藝不賣身，

新社會演員賣身不賣藝。



人生是什麼?

只 用 了 4 4 個 字 , 就 把 人 生 講 完 了 ....

所 以 人 與 人 , 有 啥 好 計 較 的 咧 ?

快樂好相處比較重要啦！


1 歲 時 出場亮相

10 歲 時 功課至上

20 歲 時 春心盪漾

30 歲 時 職場對抗

40 歲 時 身材發胖

50 歲 時 打打麻將

60 歲 時 老當益壯

70 歲 時 常常健忘

80 歲 時 搖搖晃晃

90 歲 時 迷失方向

100 歲 時 掛在牆上

Happy Birthday to Mys3lf~~

Bi33 gave me a surprise....He collaborate with my bestie to give me a surprise.....ON my bithday that day, suppose bi33 told me he was in KL...but actually he lie to me...hmmp...He was already in Ipoh but i dont know..The night before my irthday,8 po san asked me to go out yum cha at about 8 smtg so i thought just normal go yum cha...then I went....Suppose my friend said will come and fetch me...while i was waiting dearie, bI33 phoned me...lol.....i done a lit stupid thing...(paiseh to tell...)lol...juz me n bi33 knw is enuf)=p....tat time i look look out the window, I saw a car so familiar!! Is bi33`c car!!!!!!! omg........ I got shocked ahhh...!!.'I was so surprised, I really didn't expect it....Then I knew that he collaborate with 8 po san to give me a surprise!! Bi33 bring me to watch movie wor~~~doink doink***=&&&...Actually I thought just normal, watch movie,eat then go back...But after watching movie, he done stupid things again....lol....(secret oso)paiseh..(skip)....He take out the birthday cake n light up the candles to make me feel surprise...That time , I was fun of happiness and felt very blissful...Althought the cake is simple but it taste nice and lucious....

Time goes faster than I think. Today turns 20 years old now...Oh, sounds so desperate, but, it’s just once in a life time to have a 20 years old birthday. I am missing home and the days I spent my birthdays with my family. Thank friends for your pre birthday wishes....Thank you for all of your lovely Birthday wishes. I had a great day.

*Thanks to those who remembered my birthday, let’s hope things will be better next year...Ok, happy birthday to myself, however, it is a wonderful day for me :)*

♥My 1st surprise♥

my BIRTHDAY CAK3~~THX BI333..love u always..muakss

♥mY 2nd SUrprise♥

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sweetheart strawberries...=(bi33`s heart_lol

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♥MY 3rd surprise♥

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♥36 Roses...thx bi33..

~MEANING OF ROSES~

36 Roses (Feeling romantic attachment because you come to me.)

♥4th surprise♥

bear bear n pure 18k gold couple ring~~thxx bi33...